| i'm pretty tired right now. i am oh so grateful that we have the next two days off. that's pretty sad, imo. like, i could barely make it through one day of school and i'm already anxious for the the two-day mid-week vacay. i think i'm mostly excited about catching up on my sleep. i slept really badly last night, thus i didn't want to get up this morning. thus, i want to go to sleep early tonight. all-in-all, today was fairly good. but i think i was zoned out for most of it. i've noticed that happening a lot since school started. like, i just can't focus. today, i was thinking about my birthday. b/c i can't think of anything better, i was thinking of having an oldschool tea party. classy, no? speaking of parties, i need to get out more. not necessarily go out and party like it's 1999, just hang out w/ a few friends. which brings me back to the source of (most of) my problems. i want a car! not really the responsibility of it all, but the freedom. i hate having to depend on others to drive me around. but, with that brings another problem. a job. idnw to start thinking about that, yet. but at the same time, i do. again, it's the sense of freedom reeling me in. idk. i think i might be productive, for once, and start my homework. then again, i might not. |